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requiem

by winterbird

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1.
Wake Up Fine 03:30
It's grey in here. My body's frozen, guess I'm broken. The light is on, But mine is dim, I'm faded thin, I'm gone I guess I'm gone. You always knew You were branded in me, knew you'd win me Was I wrong? I let go for a second and it's gone — Are we gone? Oh, I want to stay But I can't seem to find a way So let's just go to sleep here one more time And hope we'll wake up fine. Was her body warm? Did you learn a little, solve your riddle? And is it done? Or do you have more questions, more confessions, oh Is she gone? Oh, I want to stay But I can't seem to find a way So let's just go to sleep here one more time And hope we'll wake up fine. Just pray we'll wake up fine. 'Cause I'd find room for all your demons Break through all your walls and ceilings If I knew that you were in this deep, And that you could do the same for me. So it's on you Find a way to show me — tell me, hold me Now you're alone, But if you still want me, I think I'm not quite gone Not quite all gone Oh, I want to stay But you have to find me a way And I'll just go to sleep here one more time and hope to wake up fine. I hope we'll wake up fine.
2.
On the corner of rebirth and death I found you pacing and holding your breath And I said, “hey, I think I know you” You said, “I’ve got a war to go through, Darling, stay here, please — help me clear my head” And the light hit you just below your eyes Revealing all your secrets, dreams and lies And your heartbeat was hard against my heart, beneath the scars, I wanted more but I forced out a “goodbye.” ‘Cause I would go with you anywhere, But I can’t follow you down there So rest well tonight, Be truthful, be brave, be kind Just know that whatever you find Is exactly right And I’ll see you on the other side. I too have been down into the maze I know the panic, that cold fever haze I carved a map on my skin To find my way back again Then dove right into the blood from my own veins And I would go with you anywhere, But I can’t follow you down there So rest well tonight, Be truthful, be brave, be kind, Just know that whatever you find Is exactly right And I’ll see you on the other side. Well I found demons in my sleep They said, “We are the keepers of the things you dare not speak” And I said, “Look at me, I am so very weak, can’t hardly lift my feet — I think it’s time we finally meet.” So I set the table to host And invited all my villains and ghosts And the lessons they showed me, love There’s no need to go speaking of, 'Cause you are out unearthing your own. And I would go with you anywhere, But I can’t follow you down there So rest well tonight, Be truthful, be brave, be kind Remember, whatever you find — it’s exactly right, And I’ll see you on the other side. I’ll see you on the other side.
3.
Artemis 05:08
You, who bravely chose to land here Borrowed blood and bone to build your boat; Designed ten tiny toes, two perfect hands, dear Little lungs to keep you afloat Your mother’s body stands a harbour Waiting as the waves pull you in Daddy begs the storm not to harm her, Unsure how a prayer so desperate should begin And you, the Huntress — with your bow and your arrow and your eyes like the waxing moon — Come wild and reckless And the fox and the sparrow and the wolves, they follow you They follow you And in the blue light of the moon, they’re singing: Take this tiny powerful sorceress, Give her forehead a soft kiss, You’re her family now. And although you can’t possibly ever know All the depths of her wild soul, You will figure this out, We have no doubt. And so they take you home and watch you Discovering the patterns on the wall And everything is green and gold and ink blue And Mama making oatmeal at dawn And when the daylight ends and night falls And tiny, tired eyes begin to cry Nothing makes a grown man feel such awe As learning to sing a lullaby To you, the Huntress, with your bow and your arrow and your eyes like the waxing moon, Wild and reckless, but the fox and the sparrow and the wolves watch over you, Watch over you And in the blue light of the moon, they’re singing: Take this tiny powerful sorceress, Give her forehead a soft kiss, Rock her slowly to sleep And although nights are long and the days slow You are learning to let go She is learning to dream (Mmm mmm.) (Mmm mmm.)
4.
I can’t stay here, Illinois Came all the way here for that boy But you’ll destroy me, frozen over. Whisper, “​Winter​”, Illinois, Your cold and bitter, silent voice It will destroy me, frozen over. Oh, Holy Lonely. Under covers, Illinois, Weary lovers, a childless mother, an aching void Frozen over The war is over, Illinois, But peace is colder, sweet lost soldier, It’s just a white noise Oh, Holy Lonely. And I am lost here, Illinois, And at what cost, dear Illinois? All the joy frozen over, Mmm, mmm, mmm Oh, Holy Lonely. Oh, Holy Lonely.
5.
Stone Still 04:04
Hold me down, stone still Truth bound by fragile will I’m not ready, but it can’t wait Just hold me steady while my body shakes ‘Cause this is that moment now The one we knew would break us down Oh, my love, can you still hear me now? Hush, dear, we’ve tried a thousand times We can’t just stay here, cold and soaked in wine But wait a moment, I can’t speak I didn’t know I would feel so weak — I’m on my knees ‘Cause this is that moment now The one we knew would bleed us out Oh, my love, are you still breathing now? Well this is it now, take it in Our final seconds wearing thin But it’s still not enough to wake you up, To finally cut through, break you, shake you to the bone, So I’m letting go. Our hearts were bound somewhere outside of time And I will love you always, with all of mine But how long would you have me wait? Till we’re both gone, till it’s too late? Well it’s too late. ‘Cause we’ve reached that moment now And it has brought us to the ground Oh, my love, will we be alright somehow? Just say we’ll be alright. Oh, we’ll be alright. ‘Cause it’s over now, Stone still.
6.
Requiem 03:48
And we were young for a while, that’s all. What’s done is done — every empire must fall. We build an altar to the days When we believed in ‘​Always’ When we said, “I won’t let you go”. And in the rubble, the wind blows hard Around the ones who love Tear us apart, Just to teach us we’re enough. We build a tomb to house the words, The promises, the "forevers", The “I won’t let you go.” Requiem aeternam dona ei, domine Et lux perpetua luceat ei Requiescat in pace Amen. And what is left after such a storm? Perhaps in death, something new is born. We build this temple to the Time She’ll take our bodies, hearts, our minds, so Together stand before the shrine: Breathe in, pull me close. Breathe out, and let go.

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released August 3, 2020

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winterbird Montreal, Québec

Winterbird is a tiny, tender one-woman band based in Montreal, Canada. It's the musical project of singer-songwriter, barefoot wanderer, and birthworker, Lindsey Massar, who lives in a quirky old apartment with a bunch of instruments and her cat, Lois. Winterbird's music is a gentle exploration of the alchemy of silence, sensitivity and sound. ... more

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